SO!

Ive been doing some thinking and reading.

A lot of lesbians ( I dont hang with gay men a lot) are desperate people.
Ill explain what I mean by desperate. They will sell out their friends for someone or a group to like them, they are constantly jumping from girl to girl in attempts at love, they are emotionally unstable people ( Im this one, not gunna lie) and they all show signs of of narcisistic personality disorder ( Basicly the extreme of being self centered).

Im reading this book about a teen living on the streets and altho his life is an extreme I see a lot of similarities with what he describes. You can trust anyone he says. How many lesbians have that thought or live it as a rule, dont trust another lesbian...youll get fucked. The other is the rule of the street is to not tell your life story and never ask questions. Again HOW MANY dykes are emotionally retarded and cant deal with hearing someones reality. Its basicly better to keep your mouth shut if you have an issue or else your just going to get talked about as a freak. EVEN THO for someone to have an emotion and express it, then reject it and anyone else who has the same issue, is much more freakish.

Also, there is the politics of it. Dont piss of the people who have the power. Power in our world means popularity. Ive found the more screwed up the person and the more of an asshole she is, the more popular but people want what they cant have. Act like a jerk and get more than the nice girl...if you do it right that is. You have to know how to play the game a little. Im too genuine for all this. Anyway, you may not have to be scared of being stabbed in our reality as opposed to the book but you can defeinitley get alienated really quick when the immaturity of the groups comes down on you by spreading the rumours, of the main hubs. Soon, one girl doesnt like you, now 10 people dont.

Not many question the life...and if they do they will give up after awhile. Itll drive you crazy.

Its the way it is and you have to stick it out to find the good ones.